My 4th and most intense Salvia Experience

[Spiritual Stoner]

Was very unbelievable and feel as if I must share this.  I've smoked salvia in the past and had very happy experiences because I was always with some of my close friends who are spiritual as well.  I had never entered any kind of other dimension or had an outter body experience from what I hear it can do.  

Two nights ago I sat on my grandmothers king size bed all by myself.  Lights out.  Paper and pencil ready for after my experience.  I inhaled a lot more than what I usually did as I sat in a comfortable lotus position.  About 10 seconds later it happened..

The first couple of seconds my mind was soaring upward as stayed calm.  I kept reminding myself that it was only a trip.  Than everything appeared too be rounding and soaring in space.  At this moment I was struggling too find out where and who I was before this moment.  I than could'nt realize my existence.  

I heard people screaming my name as if I was in a hospital bed fighting for my life.  Right from here I thought I was dead or I was dying.  I seen outlined figures of psychical human body lined in a row as I heard clinking and clanking as if those were the lives dying and entering the realm of death one after the other.  I heard someone say "grab for your life".  I remeber diving but I thought I failed.  It was too late.  I was dead.  But I seen a new conciousness opening as I accepted it.  I than realized I can feel my right hand on a rug.  

A rug!?

I must have dove off my grandmothers bed and could have gotten seriously hurt.  I caught a quick gilmpse of reality and than began too get sucked out my window again too the windy trees.  I closed my eyes wanting more.  The trip soon ended as I wrote about and actually drew out what I seen in the death realm.

At the same time of being really freaked out I learned a lot from this experience.  I don't know if what I seen was true but I seen my afterlife opening...

Thank you for reading.