fiend

[Stonehenge]

chadfive, if it takes punishments to establish acceptable behavior, then that's what it takes. Or are you saying there should be no rules or guidelines.

"I never said that I would leave the forums, you all can't get rid of me that easy."

I think that is a mature attitude, JRL. However, you did say

"I for one don't have time for it, if he's back I'm gone."

We all have the right to change our minds and I'm glad you did. Why let one idiot run you off?

[JRL]

I was speaking of  the chatroom, in the first case. Fiend has not graced the forums with his presence as far as I know.

[chadfive]

Nah stonehenge, I'm not saying that.  Although, I am not one who values rules or guidelines much, I was just arguing that time-outs are in fact punishments.

[Stonehenge]

Is "Mok" in the forum any relation to fiend?

[Syd]

Is "Mok" in the forum any relation to fiend?

no

[fiend]

Don't worry I ain't coming back, I didn't even do hardly anything. Everyone who has a problem with me either is being a pansy about arguements, taking insults that were meant trivially personally, cant stand critizism and/or finds me a threat to their ego.... even if thats 1/5th of  the channel, thats still 80% of people who don't have a problem with me... and wtf kemp I am not 'claiming' to have autism I was diagnosed last year ffs what do you want my psych records??? I could easily scan in the letter I have confirming the diagnosis if you want to be shitty about it.

I cannot control half the shit you guys are complaining about and you didn't give me anywhere near enough of a  chance to actually adjust my behavior before booting me - I haven't been able to get acid recently and thats the only thing that allows me to tolerate bullshit and change the way i communicate. I also didn't take enough meds for a few days cos I was trying to lower the dose and as a result I was particularly intolerant/aggressive, for those few days of excessive outbursts I appologise. Frankly intolerance of people not wanting to change for the better should be considered a good thing though. I have no problem with people who have flaws they cannot change, not like you guys who have a problem with me for flaws I cannot change atm despite my best efforts.

These aspects of ASD only serotonergic psychedelics have been effective for - believe me this shit bothers me more than it does any of you, I have a finite amount of financial resources and I cannot afford to pay for enough, not to mention the difficulty I have had finding LSD recently.  Feel free to send me money or LSD, shrooms, peyote, 2c-b, etc and you will find my behavior more tolerable. :-p Getting 2c-b real soon at least. :-D

I am not an egomaniac neither I am just very talkative and I dont have much else to talk about other than my life. I really don't think all that much of myself I suck at everything but an extremely restrictive set of topics. I am disabled and shit at most everything. I suck. I cant even tidy up after myself. I am useless at most everything. Egomaniacs dont accept critizism, admit they have faults, let alone think that they suck. Maybe I am a maniac but that was kinda implicit with the name fiend.

I only ever bitched at people to stop drinking who have neurological conditions, I let it go otherwise... and yea 'alcohol is toxic and bad for you' its worse for you than all the illegal drugs including crack and heroin, crack and heroin don't make your brain shrink and facilitate brain washing. Its solvent abuse ffs, sorry for trying to get certain people who have vulnerable brains to not abuse them.

Whatever i'm sure all you people will be pleased I am NOT coming back. If I am not wanted in #spiritplants then whatever, its your loss people. I chat more than ANYONE and I don't bitch about my problems all that much. My conditions are a big part of my life and I talk about my them a lot seen as they bother me, they are constantly shoved in my face. I'm perfectly willing to chat about anything. I just tend to start talking about a finite number of subjects and nobody else fills in the space to try and start a conversation. The main reason ADD/amphetamine came up so much is because people kept arguing with me about it. It would hardly have come up at all if people hadn't. I just don't tolerate factually inaccurate statements, I have 0 tolerance for bullshit and I do tend to get aggressive and insulting when people refuse to accept fact and refute my authority on specific subjects that I know more than your adverage phd in the subject does on. JRL yes my information is accurate, if you want references send me the money to pay for the drugs it takes for me to do the referencing. I have been doing this shit for years, I have memorized an INSANE amount of information and I simply cannot remember references for it.

I will just talk to the friends I have from sp elsewhere, Syd has already come to my channel once. Cass will hopefully come visit us when she isnt such a busseh girleh . I considered khronus a friend before he turned on me like a rabbid dog for nothing. We were friends for years I thought, still hert about that dude. So what I maybe called you a retard or something god forbid.

Anyway whatever, if you guys cant appreciate the energy I have to bring then its your loss. So sorry for knowing my shit, not tolerating factually inaccurate statements and standing up for myself. People don't like having their beliefs questioned and their flaws pointed out, it is in my nature to do this. You people all want to think you are perfect and not work on yourselves. _I_ accept critizism fine so long as its accurate. I like being told what I am doing wrong and I do my best to change it. A lot of the behavior that was considered socially inappropriate was merely because you people who have a problem with me are so subject to your social conditioning re alcohol etc and don't use your head enough to realise such beliefs are inaccurate and inappropriate. Change is hard but it beats not trying. If people had simply accepted what I had to say rather than widely refuting it I would not have become aggressive/insulting. Frankly it may be a good thing you banned me because now I don't have to listen to certain people argue bullshit like ignorant dipshits and otherwise insult me by refuting my authority on shit I know better than most everyone.

I am done with spiritplants for good. Good day.

[senz]

proof of concept, hm?

[Stonehenge]

He does sound like an angry person for sure.

[speciesofpureinformation]

Sounds like the leader of a cult of personality to me.

[Mok]

A cult of one!

Yeah, Mok in forum = Mok in chat.