it's not me, it's never me, it might be me

[judih]

i watched, i could only watch
as he emptied his mind on the bed
chunks of language, incidental flashbacks
i began to sense his groove
but then my senses failed

i was the unhooked wannabe
i rattled my blog
words barely sounded
backing away from my heart
i admitted flatline.

july 6/73

edit: written today july 6/2007 (thanks syd)

[Syd]

Hi judih, all the way back from 73' huh, good stuff.

[judih]

hi syd
i wrote this today, but as i was writing i realized that on this day back in '73 i got married. i guess you could say i was channelling!

ha - a day for stream of consciousness back and forth.