ill You shun

[judih]

i steal what i can not have
i covet what is clearly yours
osmosis is my friend
i live in the deep end

i swallow your air
your fine delight and beat
i borrow greedily
i swim in your ferocity

myself, a dry sponge
i drink your sweat and tears
i birth your lusty dreams
you think i'm me, but i'm you it seems


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kids, i'm at an impasse. Feeling desperately stuck, unchallenged and looking for a way to 'pass' as a human entity. A phase, but still, it helps to remember to breathe.
pass the st. john's wort or a good song. Cheers.

judih

[cenacle]

you think i'm me,
but i'm you it seems
i dream of you,
but it me in your dreams
when i split open,
the blood falls from your seams
and when the house falls down,
its your bones
i find among the beams....