Psychic experience

[newgrower]

its the input I've been yearning for someone to properly put.  A third reference point.  It is very real when salvia uses your mind, but scary when your mind doesnt want to leave that third point.

i've actually noticed more that the personality that i know as myself (the regular me) can get kinda resistant (i think the entire human condition is based on resistance and concious or subconcous desire for confrontation) by the third perspective thinking.  Like i'll be thinking about things in said 3rd perspective, quickly and easily admitting the best answers to the issues in mind, but i recognize that its happening and that it isn't the normal me.  I'm learning to be more patient and listen to what it has to say more than i used to, but i don't think i will ever find solace in listening to myself think these 3rd person thoughts to the point where i would want to stay in it.  It (the 3rd person perspective) may not be my best friend, but it is a teacher, and a good one at that.