Basically, I smoked not too long ago and had an incredibly intruiging experience, but there were parts that were absolutely terrifying. I'd like to try again because i'm really curious and was wondering if this is a good idea.
I smoked 10x from a pipe and took one medium sized hit (i'm not a very experienced smoker), and from there I do not remember exhaling. I was in my room with two not very close friends (these two had only very mild trips). At first I had the sensation that all that I had lived, which now seemed a vague memory, was a lie that I was just now waking up from. I was hurtling through space while attached to a giant rolling sphere that was somehow conscious, I was completely removed from my identity and autonomy, etc etc, basically I was really pretty far gone. Things got bad shortly after that when I felt trapped in a prison of my mind. My perceptions broke up into patterns of random images that kept folding away from me. Basically, I was attempting to escape as though my trip were a physical space, and it felt like I'd been going about this for years. In short, though my description doesn't do it justice, this gave me insight into just how bad hell could be. What is also strange is, since then, I've smoked weed a couple times and started going back to that place. Everything lost meaning, synesthesia, and perception breaking down into puzzle pieces made of random images that I had no control over. The last time I smoked however, it was incredibly comforting to be with people and organic things. I have an intuition that i should try Salvia again in the sunshine outside in the grass. Should I even try it again?, should I just get some shrooms (haven't tried those either)? Thanks for input.
I smoked 10x from a pipe and took one medium sized hit (i'm not a very experienced smoker), and from there I do not remember exhaling. I was in my room with two not very close friends (these two had only very mild trips). At first I had the sensation that all that I had lived, which now seemed a vague memory, was a lie that I was just now waking up from. I was hurtling through space while attached to a giant rolling sphere that was somehow conscious, I was completely removed from my identity and autonomy, etc etc, basically I was really pretty far gone. Things got bad shortly after that when I felt trapped in a prison of my mind. My perceptions broke up into patterns of random images that kept folding away from me. Basically, I was attempting to escape as though my trip were a physical space, and it felt like I'd been going about this for years. In short, though my description doesn't do it justice, this gave me insight into just how bad hell could be. What is also strange is, since then, I've smoked weed a couple times and started going back to that place. Everything lost meaning, synesthesia, and perception breaking down into puzzle pieces made of random images that I had no control over. The last time I smoked however, it was incredibly comforting to be with people and organic things. I have an intuition that i should try Salvia again in the sunshine outside in the grass. Should I even try it again?, should I just get some shrooms (haven't tried those either)? Thanks for input.