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I advocate plain leaf usage, unless you find that plain leaf simply doesn't do for you. Tolerances differ from person to person, and some people need more.

I second that motion with the leaf. I purchased a 1/4 oz. of sierra mazatecca prime harvest leaf from sagewisdom.org that I am looking at right now.  I would like to get to a level 3 this time. Will 2 hits of dried leaf get me to a level 3? With my post of how I acted on my first encounter would you say I was 5 or 6? This is really important to me to understand if I saw my afterlife the other night or I hope it was the death of my ego. The reality I was in felt like I am existing in there all the time. When you all change realities do they all feel like you were there all along? If so is that because all realities outside of time feel like you have been there all along? (Sorry I ask so many questions but I need to understand this lady before my next attempt at gaining her respect)
If thats the case when I choose to smoke with Sally again if she sends me back to the same dream I guess she is showing me my afterlife. Better to see it while I can still have my physical body to return too and perhaps fix it. Then to die and be cast there with no hope to change it.    So my last question is how long does the dried leaf last before it goes bad? Cause I think I am going to wait until the weather gets nicer. (I live in NJ) thanks for your understanding and support of my voyage and hopefully future voyages with Salvia.

ty for welcoming me to this forum. I just thought I would be ready for that one hit of 15 X. I believe my surroundings were not right for my journey. I sell CD's on Amazon and thought I could sit in front of my PC and record the event. The problem is I have alot of boxes in my office and no room to move around. I even put mediation music in the CD-ROM. After my 15 minutes of Hell I have a big gash that should have gotten about 4 stiches on my forehead. I trashed about 50 of my CD's by walking and falling on them. I had the light turned off because I heard that increases the journey so I guess I couldn't tell when I was in time and outside of time.
I must admit I am angry because this earth we live on is an illusion. So when Styx wrote the song "The Grand Illusion" they were talking about this earth.  My whole concept of God being there for me went out the window the other night. I believe we have already been taken in through a blackhole. The only thing keeping this earth together is the fact that we as a whole create a collective conscience that binds this illusion together. If the majority of entities weren't in this illusion keeping it together with their mass ego's the glue would fall apart and the joke would be exposed.
I play guitar and my whole concept of religion and my belief system has been altered by my one salvia experience. I always was border line occult but I don't hate Jesus Christ. I was a believer in the lost books of the Bible, books of enoch and various off shoots of the Old and New Testament that would classify me as a heritic to most Christians. Now after this experience with Salvia I have doubts about his supreme rule as taught by his followers.  If Christ were returned in a physical body not knowing of his past life I wonder how Sally would treat him?

[I think I did it now. I have been around the block or so I thought when it came to hallucingens. I went to the orginal Woodstock, taken plenty of acid trips and mescaline. Even had belladonna extract from an asthma medication on a few occasions. So at 54 I thought I would try Salvia. Nothing prepared me for what I was about to experience. I didn't respect the plant and now I have Hell to pay. (literally I'm afraid) First I had no sitter and tried the 15 X. I ordered the dried leaf but no I had to also order the 15 X cause I thought I could handle it. My wife was at her college classes, it was quiet about 7 in the evening on 12/14/05. I put a very small amount of the 15 X in my bong (one hit) and felt like I was getting off on acid. Then I guess out of disrespect I was propelled into a world of confusion where it appears my ego was stripped. I wasn't even an "I" and was rolled up along with the rest of the world and put in the back of a wagon. I was stripped of any idenity and my former life as I knew it didn't exist and apparently never did exist. The hell I was in felt like I had been there before my birth on earth. It felt like this was my real home but I couldn't understand why I was alone and why this felt so real to me?I was hopeful that I would receive some answers to why I was abducted by a UFO in 1975 and other spirtual experiences I have encountered thoughout my life since the age of five. I want to try it again with just the leaf and no extract whatsoever. Will the plant ever respect me or does the vision I saw await me when I leave the physical life someday? In other words did I fuck up?]

I think I did it now. I have been around the block or so I thought when it came to hallucingens. I went to the orginal Woodstock, taken plenty of acid trips and mescaline. Even had belladonna extract from an asthma medication on a few occasions. So at 54 I thought I would try Salvia.
Nothing prepared me for what I was about to experience. I didn't respect the plant and now I have Hell to pay. (literally I'm afraid) First I had no sitter and tried the 15 X. I ordered the dried leaf but no I had to also order the 15 X cause I thought I could handle it. My wife was at her college classes, it was quiet about 7 in the evening on 12/14/05. I put a very small amount of the 15 X in my bong (one hit) and felt like I was getting off on acid.
Then I guess out of disrespect I was propelled into a world of confusion where it appears my ego was stripped. I wasn't even an "I" and was rolled up along with the rest of the world and put in the back of a wagon. I was stripped of any idenity and my former life as I knew it didn't exist and apparently never did exist. The hell I was in felt like I had been there before my birth on earth. It felt like this was my real home but I couldn't understand why I was alone and why this felt so real to me?
I was hopeful that I would receive some answers to why I was abducted by a UFO in 1975 and other spirtual experiences I have encountered thoughout my life since the age of five. I want to try it again with just the leaf and no extract whatsoever. Will the plant ever respect me or does the vision I saw await me when I leave the physical life someday? In other words did I fuck up?