Im not going to read through this whole post, but I can say the shaman I know in Colorado has licence to carry ayahuasca and peyote as of winter before last. You just have to be in the right place at the right time, and if you aren't, some people I know from apo could tell you where. the night of the equinox or solstice. Ceremonies begin at midnight and you must contribute 50$ or, if you can, more. Thing is there is always so many people there at my friends house. In that case it may be a peyote ceremony, the ayahuasca is usually too week for my blood. Maybe you could hire a shaman to do a circle, I dunno. Ive had best results alone with higher doses. Where legal. Dmt behind closed eyes is always lawfull. It's the hired goons that are confused. Awfully they do not see the way we do, and will always have an outside perspective on this inner aspect of life. Therefore Dmt is invisible practically unless In larger quantity, then it probably attracts such people with great need for the stuff.