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i to would like to reiterat that drugs are never drugs, and some of these things are serious,

such as phenbuit, or phenylbute

is an gaba recpetor agnotist or something, but its good to replace alchol and if you take enough its like a drunking roll, but once it took it, reading a reports and such and fund info that said it was ok, so, packing up to see gnarls barkly for free at the minnsota sate fair, i brought phenyly bute, as  a supply, with kratom, and two beers in a nalgeene, frist 5 grams down the hatch, enojy the fair, with my girl, who is just sunshine on this day, effects kicking in inhibition diminishing, drink a beer, ride some rides, evrything is golden, firends arvie, time for pre show, sitting in bush, drinking beer, smoking reffer, and have a jolly fucking time, im ready, i start sucking on a lollopop, tottsie pop to be exact, walking into the show, and im the grand master of pimp champions, the show rocks, friends, jamming,
existintial dred once again broken and depresion subdued,

10 mints after the showe over, it gets gooy, all of a soundend is start fading in ad out, and i can tell its keepin on gettin bad and it s excelrating, go to the bathroom and try to puke, puke, i do, and i stand up and my legs are phalced , i make my way to the mirror and i look fucked up, like ive been slipped a serious ruff, and we walk the midway to get back to the car, and all the lights, the whole time a farily decent euphuria was pulling me through and keeping my cool, at one point htough i had to comunicate to my girl, that i had to go now, and the other folks were taklking about what to do , and only my girl new what i had been up to, and i ditn want to freek out my firends,  so were standing around, it its like the fair was a dirama, and some kid picking it up and down, and spinning ti all around, all those midd way lights, and the cops stading their, like ten feet from us liking for under age drinkig, i got complete vertigo and im leaning in a light pull, bad gets worse, pouring rain girl drives home, im fucked, i keep having to heeve my self forward and open my eyes as wide as possible, cause i was passing out, and i knew i wanted not that dark sleep, and  i had to tell my gril where to go, pourinf rain,
make it home, im a prmordial larv, i cnt get of teh floor, to much spining, this was the booz spins to the 10th power, throwing up this yelly fluid, and white bile, cant drink or eat a thing , this is the hard ride out,
no sleep just floping and slushing, this wis like talking an abian and drinking a bottle of cough syrup, no joke, some how, im still glowing from the show, and manage to make love,

next day, still complet vertigo, no sleep, no getting up, i gett ambistions, i get up, and fall over, still no fluids, to set on not going to the doctor,but im a bout to, throwing up in a jolting way this white bile that feels like its wrtching form bowls or kidneys, this is weird pukeing, the hard, legal, phenlybute ......
next night same stroy ,
in mid moring, i sleep for the first time, have the worst and most complicated and high def dream, terrible, wake up trenched in forzen sweat, fall asleep, same dream, its a really place of torment,

i wasnt a afraid to dy but that is the most fucked ive been, sersouly, ambian and dxm, fucked

around day 3 i ate food and drank tons of water, by day 5 the vertigo was gone and id say i was once again concious
the whole 2 day my girl did some really research and went ot all the sites she  could, and read ot lot, while rithed and gigled, about why phenyl bute should never be mixed with any amout of achol, and one should only use 2 grams ate a time, she like read this stuff for hours, finding mnaufacutrer warnings and shit

either ither
SHIT MAN<
gotta watch that

vinpocetine is really good, and is derived form periwinkle, and works alot like ginko, and alwos for more blodd flow to the brain and helps other drugs get through the bloode brain brarear, so its good with 5 htp, or s j wort, or kanna, or kratom, or E,) ,
it also has an erotic effect to the ears, so much blood flow, like the first time i hit a bong, toasted, so music as well is better, and head rubs,

L Dopa is good and was used by robin williams to cure some parlasis disease, the drug helping th person break through the loop, its a dopamine percureser and acts as a cognitave enhancer and does increase dopamine levels so its good for weel being, in fact im gonna take son vinpocitine and l dopa right now, i notice immeta effects, esecially when vipoc is used to, but over time you can cycle of and it stays with you like ginseng, it helps produce human growth hormone as well , the dopa, thats why robin willams used it in that movie i fried the name of, :smoke:3  

pircitam does make everything better, and undos the thing that alcohal did to your brain !  it makes that dull amnesia go away,  and i dont yet have personal experince, but there are alot of reports popping up on erowid latley, from e , to some 2c's, to even mush, that a genral effectg of crystal clear feelings, fractal reality, brillent technocolor from drugs and dosages the useres reprot never ever prodcued such effects, most as well stated that a brillant tone of clarty accpomanied the intense visual, or Ephoria,  i must say im excited, i jsut ordered a bunch more, i took it a few summers ago to undo what i did to my brain with alchohol and i must say i did really work, not drinking helped too, but something definatly came back once the dull amensia was cleansed

RU you nuckn' Futs?!;0 :shock: