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i love salvia, i'm just afraid its too strong for me
and that a little bit leaves a big mark for a long time
i had an incredible experience with salvia last night,
i kept repeating to myself "this is so incredible, i'm home, i'm home"
i felt my mind/body dissolve and i only existed as a wave vibrating
thru space
i noticed that the more one starts meditating regularly the better the relationship one can have with this incredible teacher
senor, do u have any tips on how to develop a better relationship with salvia? and how much is too much?
thanks a million i love this forum
salvia alien

i apologize for my abruptness.

Mariella?

kemp: i was not feeling well when i started the thread

after regaining my bearings a bit i settled down and thought the whole thing through

akash is my new best friend, and i will consult him on the matter
for those that don't know, akash is my new bufo toad

wish me godspeed, i will return when in a higher state

salvia alien

no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will not do that!!!!!
salvia alien

i am thinking of mixing it with toad venom in a bowl and smoking it
i think this would make a far-out combination
salvia alien

ok so i just ordered a bufo alvarius toad last week
it should be here tomorrow
was looking for help on how to turn this awesome new pet into a source
for shamanic healing medicine
thanks
salviaalien

not sure who that was directed towards...but....
i've decided to partake of the sacrament one last time, after heavy duty purifying and meditating and taking a long vacation from it, i've decided.
And then i'll see what will happen
I believe it can stir up the garbage in my heart and loosen it long enough for me to fly past it; that's what it was doing the last time i used Salvia but i got so terrified i resisted it completely instead of going with it. I know better now.
Thanks for your inputs
salviaalien

how to time travel back into the right dimension with salvia ?

and yet i still wanna try salvia again because i wanna shoot right up to a high plane of existence but i have a really good feeling about Ayahuasca, in the right setting and everything of course

yeah i don't trust that lady either she's over from the ayahuasca.com forums and i really needed a second opinion about it that's why i registered here under a different name...plus i got sick of the format there the colors are much nicer on this forum plus new people. Yeah she really said a bunch of things that i don't agree with like im a baby stuck halfway in the birth canal and the only way out is high doses of ayahuasca and she's the one to administer it...she told me she lives in a shack i think she just wants my money or to kill me because of the posts i left all over the ayahuasca forums...anyway i got in touch with a group and decided to do this with a group which i trust (heart of the initiate) so all's well...salvia sent me to a lower place instead of sending me higher to a high plane it just shot me down into oblivion and that of course makes me angry that i was dumb enough to try it...

I tried Ayahuasca and i don't feel any better
but this lady is convinced that it will help me to be reborn
i don't know if i can trust her or not
she seems to act like she is the messenger of this medicine
which wiil make me reborn

thanks for your replies...
my friend she is going to heal me with Ayahuasca
she really sees this as the solution and i'm starting to too

smoked salvia lit a fire under my ass like a rocket with fire going thru me its terrible

hi well thanks for responding guybrush the thing is ya thing's were not all that great so i smoked salvia and was like "wow, its all so simple! everything's so great" very zen like then after that it wasn't all that great...like i lost touch with God....thte whole world rolled up andi disappeared with it but come backand now i'm wondering if salvia is the answer (again) to make things like before
 :oops:
Ayahuasca showed me that i've been eating myself like a cannibal its really hard to explain, like eating my own source of consciousness in my heart ever since the salvia; i just want to warp back to the right dimension

also, the above quote from the mazatec shamaness is purposesly not included on sieberts sagewisdom site; i read nothing but good things about salvia until after i smoked it i started seeing bad things;i feel like i already lost....a long time ago........please help me get back