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Not tp create mor mindstreams to the venereted poet, vinter, an3 ime rock star. Maynard had some thing to say about his mother in10000 days. If you have ableton or audicity play 10000 days, wings for marie part 1 and to at excatly the same time it creates a completly new track. Right when the holy trinity meet.. when all the songsanded her splash in cresendo... backwards satanic message. Very boardsy I think he's afraid of where'd his mom's beliefs landed her.holy teinity or the fce of the devil. Was is the devil except th force tha t kills usc we could. Live. Twice our current lifesp.an if we ate cleaner, stopped using okl and have a generatkin of negative populoation growth. . All based on compassion and ahimsa. Maye throw some dubsgtep in there for some entertainment. Either that or knit biolgy, particularly blu green alge with nanfilament and stem cells to grow anyhting from a carrot to a kidney. We have the technologhy just not the will
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Anyone wanna try to live like a bhodisatthwa?

On a literary note, m\ry is like poes lanore. A sybbol of sex and death.

Met an 'experianced' teen onc. 19 of our hears but way older soul. Closer to buddahood, christ conciousness.. etc. She doenst see yet but she will

Many great artists realized the atemporality of their lives. Some of the chose tacitly or expliicitly to eave early. One place I differ from buddhists about the life and rebirth cycle slighty... remember the supreme dhrma. We all have wor kto do. Put down the reincarnation, forget about the intocicaxnts and.live a full life. Imagine a world wher john lennon is still making music with george harrison. I blame yoko. Just hear the whit album for the first time. Anywho we as a species are 3 things.
Sentient
Atemporal
Iimmortal
As I've said befoe I go a little grrek of you pefer kurzwel \ libinetz .. if essece preceds exisctance thought creates amd acively manifests Our reality is soft and vey malliable. Sure we have som basic laws like quantum movememt of waveicals and and graity but they are jusst parameters, guidlienes. Changeablw with enough coolective will

Glad y'all liked it. It made me weep like a widow at one point then cry tears of joy at othedr parts . I cold have done with out the slaugtherhiuse bit...suffice it to sa I'm eatin leass beef. More seafoofd
Made me consider taking bhodisatthwa vows. I think I'm gonna live the live firsst by the vows and see how fafar I get... seeking enlightenment dselflessly for the benefit of all mankind this persom who sucescsufly takegtakes the vows becomes a servant to the world. . . A. Direct coduit for the cesssatioln of suffering... merging..

well 90 minutes, really.
anywho.
http://www.youtube.com/lifeinaday?feature=inp-gh-lif


om na pad me um

So, I've just picked up the djembe, and I've also begun producing techno. My counter - part on the techo project is a friend of mine who just happened to own the ableton suite a midi controller, a drum pad and the APC 40 itself. The purpose of this post is twofold: I want to describe the sound i'm going for, and list some of the bands that form our core influence, and then ask yall if you think I should add anything else in to the pot, or remove elements.

Adjectives of our techno sound:

recursion and reversal
alieotoria
dissonent
ambient
breaks
~130 BMP

Bands that infuence our sound.

Aphex Twin.
Boards of Canada.
Autechre.
Ed Rush & Optical.
Underworld.
Tool.
Rush.
Rustie.
The Orb.

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Any Ideas? I'll upload my song once I trim it down to an acceptible size. But I'm anxious to hear yalls take on it.... in other words, what would be your favorite sound and how that might turn out.

While I tacitly agree to your preconditions to experience these 4 dimensions with my 6 senses along an 8 fold path in spite of 5 noble truths and a trinity of divinity I also explicity deny the system its acceptable losses, collateral damage, and the sum total of all suffering. My beginingless end; and of itself is, was and will be suffecient and complete Ineffeibly, Irrevocably, and Irrefutably.
I hearby declare your omnicence, omnipresence and omnibenevolance commdites of Man. I am Frankenstien's monster hellbent on creating the largest, most cahcophonous and dissonent peace that has never been.
The bird has left the cage.


EDIT:
P.S. I demand a detailed receipt for all aformentioned suffering, and I expect a full refund.

So, on many a trip to the other side and back, really anytime in my life when I've had a limnial experience, enthogenically created or not I come back to the same dilemma... It seems that there is this impregnable void that separates subject from object, perciever from percieved; and keeps opposites apart. It is possible to percieve its absence, but not the thing iself.... Could that be God?

There are times that I have spent playing with polar opposites, and trying to mediate down to a point where the opposites converge. No matter how much conceptualization you could do to make life = death, heaven = hell. peace = war, there is always a space that keeps the opposites from touching. In this action a ballet ensues wherby the universe unfolds. The fractals that appear and return to this void are perfect and absolute while representing chaos. The infinite nature of creation in a probablisitc universe seems to happen in a determined and ordely fashion.

There are three traits that I think qualify a being as "God"
1. Omnicience
2. Omnipresence
3. Omnibenevolence.

In other words, all knowing, part of everything, and all good.
I think the void fits these criteria. The Void is omnicient, every concept that touches it is absorbed. It is omnipresent becasue no matter what object you see in the world can't not be a part of it. Everything that is touched by the Void exists; The Void leaving its mark like afingerprint, everything that the Void is has the same patterns; clusters of galaxies seem to evolve over millions of years the same way that arteries take shape in a body, limbs of a tree, Salmon migration patterns, etc. The micro is in the macro; but the micro will never be the macro. There will always a differentiator, keeping the two from becoming one. The benovlance is where its gets tricky. The Void is not necesarily benevolant per se, its more of a chaotic neutral alignment. The Void only ensures that creation continues and progresses, but the void itself has no agenda. It takes a human moral judgement as to whehter prgoression and growth are necesairly "good" things.


So, Thoughts?

Hey guys....

Long time no write....

I'm looking for this research chem to add to my collection for archival and legal uses only....
anyone know where to get a hold of some?

I know the good ol days of research chem websites are long gone.... just wondering if anyone can point me in a direction.

Its been a while, how is everyone?

Hiya old friends. I've sorta dropped off the radar and all lately, but I thought I'd pop in and say high, and take this opportunity to babble incessantly about quasi - meaningful things, in no particular order.

I've been thinking a lot about the world lately, and once again I'm in a transitional phase in my life. I've graduated college. I'm getting married in July. I'm joining the work force temporarily until my love and I shove off to join the Peace Corps. Upon my return, four years of education stand between me and a wellspring miracles until the day of my death.

Never before in my life has my path been so determined, yet never in my life have I felt so free. Choosing my mate has given me a sense of joy that I never knew. Together we learned that there was a price to pay for unconditional love. To paraphrase Geddy Lee, we both paid the price, but never counted the cost. Loving someone unconditionally is one of the greatest sacrifices a person can make. And fortunately for me has paid off. I never knew life could be so fufilling until I gave up half of it to share with another.

Love is as much an embrace as it is letting go. When 2 become 1 the universe unfolds. Yet at the same time, ever since I truly fell in love and gave up the idea of ever loving another is what empowered me to achive the desires of my ego.

. . . SO what is it that my ego wants? Peace, Justice, Compassion, Freedom, Liberty, Equality, Growth and Wealth of Spirit for all living things. I grapple with how to best achieve these things, but it is my greatest desire to leave this earth quantitatively better off in these arenas than they were before I entered this earth.

--- I have a lot more to say (I've got a lot of catching up to do) but I'm sleepy. I hope that this autobiographical rant gives some of you some InSight into my life, and at best makes you feel less alone.

Never forget to love.

Arjuna out.

Damn, sorry I missed it. I need to get out more.

Anyway, to the topic at hand.

*shrug* I really have nothing to say, other than that I miss feeling close to god.

I found no comfort in peeling the skin of the onion to find the empty core, all it taught me was the journey is meaningless.

I guess I'm feeling Kafkaesque as of late. The irony is I can't remember a time when things were better for me. I found a life mate, I'm graduating from college, and as a result of the immenent death of my last remaining grandparent, my mom will be financially set for life.

Ah, the quote machine just kicked in.

"As the pattern becomes more intricate and subtle, being swept along is no longer enough." - - some dude from the film "Waking Life."

I have NOT reconciled my dreams with my reality. I know who I am and who I'm supposed to be but I feel like I'll never get there. Thus is the paradox of existence I suppose, but I still lack the comfort with it I once have. Completion of the mundane is making me MORE anxious about life.

It doesn't help being surrounded by the bad vibes in this country, either. Even the gurus have become cliché. Turning inward I see nothing that gives me solice, turning outward I watch a once proud nation destroy itself. I'm beginning to think that egolessness is for the spineless. It is your duty to make as many big waves as possible on this earth in your short time, karma be damned. Now thats not to say one shouldn't be responsible and act in accordance with a sense of ethical and moral propritey, but ACT for crissake.

Sorry, I didn't really have a point, but it feels good to babble, so perhaps that is the point.

I could throw my hat into this ring, but alas, my freak flag is merely at half mast. So, in lieu of something original and witty, I turn to an Avatar in Rock Star Clothing:

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going...

 This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.

Give away the stone.
Let the oceans take and transmutate this cold and fated anchor.
Give away the stone.
Let the waters kiss and transmutate these leaden grudges into gold.

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason ...


etc, etc etc.

*Lights a candle, and burns a dragibus laced J for Manyrd, a prophet among humanity.*

eh?

Besides, Communism turns you into a pussy. (wait a sec for it to load, and you need the flash plugin if you don't have it.)