Salvia scares me, and yet I feel like it is the most important thing I can do to discover the spiritual dimensions. The thing that scares me the most is that I lose everything, I forget who I am, it drags me out of time. Last time I tried it was something like this:
I took one inhalation of regular leaf.
It starts
It is some sort of great intelligence dragging me to itself, and I mean great.
And I struggle, I don't want to let go of it.
And the intelligence says:
"Let go of what?"
And it goes:
Let go of this thought
Let go of this body
Let go of this identity
Let go this world
Let go of this timetrain your attached to
And I am released, I am there, I am the totality of all existence, I can see the timeless dimension, and visit any time I want, I want to be there forever but I got only some minutes.
And then it's time to get back.
"Back to where?"
Back to time
"No, I don't want to come back to when I was eight"
"No, I don't want to come back as my best friend"
The reality of the places I have been in my life is like different rooms I can come back to, and every room is just as clear as this moment I am now coming back to. Wow, what a trip, normal reality restored, or is it normal?, is it just an insignificant habit-based life that I am paying too much attention to being in? Tomorrow this moment is just another compartment in the time-train I'm riding.
The rest of the day and the day after, I have some time to think about it, and I feel great, and I have totally learned about the nature of the spiritual dimension, and it is real, so real. Some say that these things are illusions created by the mind, well, the only possible way that this is an illusion is that it is the great illusion created by the mind of god, and then this earth is an illusion too. It is real, very real.
I really would like it if anyone can share, if you have a similar experience, if it is possible to put it into words. Thanks.
Sounds about right to me, mon.
Welcome to spr, btw.
lw
Yea that pulling feeling - that having to let go - I agree 100%. And with Salvia, you can't be scared because Salvia will win - for about 3-4 minutes anyway. :)
It certainly is a good training in giving up the attachment to this world, and a training for dying.
I agree 100%, mon.
lw
Ah man, that's a really fine and eloquent take on the Green Goddess :cool3 ----- Sounds like the Lady is treating you quite rightly :cool2 --- And, Welcome to 'da Tribe............