I had asked the goddess what would have happened had i continued to use dxm in the severity and foolishness that i had been, and this is the result..
lucidistortions> alright, i had the nagchampa, and i layed on my bed, and loaded a fat bowl of 20x
<lucidistortions> which is extremely foolish but as you and i had figured out, you create the salvinorin space like an immediate kundalini awakening, perhaps she paralyzes the spine and causes it, ive figured due to my research
<lucidistortions> so i was instantly paralyzed after the huge rip
<Kalidor> i wouldn't call it foolish
<lucidistortions> and i had tried to ask her if i was going in the right direction by quitting dxm and focusing on learning buddhist doctrine and helping my fellow man, that sort of thing, and if i had continued to use dxm in its loopish tendencies
<Kalidor> go on tho, you better tell it all now so that you don't lose memory
<lucidistortions> and suddenly i was propelled into her space, and saw millions of those red and white shamans gathering up from the smoke
<lucidistortions> and they were asking me, in the worst of tones, what god do you follow?
<lucidistortions> and i couldnt speak but i knew that they wanted to hear the answer from my voice, not telepathy
<lucidistortions> and i muttered, the catholic baptismal
<lucidistortions> and they started to dance around me and were trying to take me away peice by peice
<lucidistortions> and said you have violated your oath
<lucidistortions> but this lady had enterveined and said, you cant take this one, he still has a purpose, PLEASE !
<lucidistortions> and by this time i was terrified and had repeated to myself, i am the universe, i create this, i create this
<lucidistortions> and she said what do you want from him?
<lucidistortions> and they screamed, HIS SOUL
<lucidistortions> and i got up, tried to cancel the trip
<lucidistortions> and i laughed to myself to try to pretend that i had created it, while i was up i put the incense out
<lucidistortions> and sat down on my chair
<lucidistortions> and my grandma was in the other room, and she started laughing
<lucidistortions> and was sweeping her broom as she was cleaning the floor
<lucidistortions> and i heard lady salvia/my grandma said, you cannot escape me !
<lucidistortions> and all my atoms became interdimensional and floated around the room in a frenzy of a whirlwind, and i became a triangle form and had strobe traveled back to my position on the bed
<lucidistortions> and everything time warped back in time to the point where i was about the light the bowl
<lucidistortions> and i stopped myself from lighting the bowl again
<lucidistortions> it was like it never happened lol
<lucidistortions> when she said you cannot escape me
<lucidistortions> the unverse turned into yin yang
I under stand the trip now. I had asked her what would happen if i continued dxm, and she used the aliens to scare me using the idea of self destructive tendencies. I realized this after i had just read that mazatecs used salvia for alcoholics to attempt to detoxify them. ANd both alcohol and dxm are nmda antagonists. Either that or lady salvia was mad that i was a baptised catholic and they killed off a lot of mazatecs.
abitxfiendish: everything became flanged to the point of no return, that is, it was either salvia space or completely normal space that began at a strobe light's pattern
abitxfiendish: i heard the ohm frequency
abitxfiendish: you know what i speak of
Kalidor KDS: eya
abitxfiendish: and my bed warped around me and swallowed me like a whale
abitxfiendish: i was instantly in their presense again
abitxfiendish: they danced, you came back, so we'll cut you some slack !
abitxfiendish: lolol
Kalidor KDS: what next
abitxfiendish: they ate me without any stalling
abitxfiendish: it was pleasant and not pins and needles like it usually is
abitxfiendish: well, instead of dancing with the shamans i danced with that entity that wanted to steal my soul, theyre gate keepers.. to describe their appearance, theyre much like angry toadstools
abitxfiendish: they showed me geometric patterns each time they opened their mouths
abitxfiendish: inside these geometric patterns were different keys to different situations.. it was like they were telling me how to use each of them
Kalidor KDS: come to deoxy i'l send you stuff
abitxfiendish: there were infinite numbers of mouths
Kalidor KDS: damn
abitxfiendish: by this time, it was wearing off
abitxfiendish: it was an introduction
abitxfiendish: they waved bye bye
Kalidor KDS: what did you make out of it
Kalidor KDS: LOL
Kalidor KDS: so they do that
abitxfiendish: theyre pure information as far as i can tell
abitxfiendish: and you choose one to go into
abitxfiendish: you focus on the parts of the void to go further
as far as i can tell, theyre interdimensional representations of synapses firing.
DXM?
edit: never mind... google is my friend :D ( http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm.shtml (http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm.shtml) )
keep searching!!!!
namaste
That's a bit hard to read, but my vote goes towards the theory She's pissed at you being a Catholic. And what's this part about? "and by this time i was terrified and had repeated to myself, i am the universe, i create this, i create this" Seem's somewhat blasphemes if'n you're Catholic.
You know i'm with La Maria this time...i'm pissed at you for being Catholic
hahaha.. I never said practicing !
DXM is a cold medicine........I think it has potential to fry your receptors and other brain structures....so I'd stop if i were you....IMO
Yes, it has the potential to deregulate rat neurons, theres nothing available on human long term studies to say either way. http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm_health2.shtml (http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm_health2.shtml)
But indeed, its use is best for dissociative anesthesia and not psychedelia.