I get everyone I know to try salvia, some people said I was using humans as my own experiments. My mindset at the time was that I thought everyone needed the experiance, but always on a side note I liked to hear their stories. The only person I didn't have try it was an epileptic friend of mine, who strangely enough wants to do it now....but I wont be sharing my salvia with him. (after a bit of convincing)
That's off the point though I had all those people try Salvia probibly more than 20 in total, and I always supplied the salvia free of charge, made sure the room was nice and even brought my water bong because it hits big and smooth. I would never have people do it in a party situation or anywhere but with friends. That's off the point again though.
One of my friends from Michigan Tech came down and wanted to try it. Now he is an agnostic also, but I can tell he is leaning towards budhism. He smoked it, and loved it more than anything he even got heavy effects.
Of course I had done it that same night with him. Now here is the truley awesome part, the part that makes it all worth while. On my trip I for some reason narrated the last 4 minutes aloud, I said everything I was feeling, everything that was happening...just flat out exactly what I was thinking. Once I came down I found out that me and my friend had almost the same exact trip as eachother.
We spent hours talking to eachother about the correlations and laughing about skewed philosphy and all kinds of crazy off the wall stuff. The best part was though that we could relate perfectly to eachother, it was just the best feeling ever. I also beleive that's what I was looking for...
mhm.... I had the best feeling too... I saw things that put reason in many questions of my existence and in my essence..
I found my father that i have never seen in my life cause during the trip somekind of person showed me the house... after few moths I was driving by that house and suddelny I remembered the trip that previously didn't make any sence
I was definetly borned again with sally. I deeply respect her effect and hopefuly the plant itself will blossom in my home
pantha rhei.
I've been feeling incredibly different lately. The normal monotony and boredom have completely left my life. I walk down the street and look at houses and try to figure out what kind of people might live in such a place based only on archeticual structure. I talk to complete strangers on the streets for extended periods of time. I feel this weird feeling in my stomach most of the time....I can't explain it it's like anxiety being destroyed by personal strength. I have been just viewing everything as something completely different from how I used to view it.
I look at anything in a completely different way. I place myself into the mindset of someone who is living without the constraints of the enveloping society influence. I look towards people not in the American stereotyped way, but as part of my species. A species that is destroying the planet rapidly, a species that is for some reason extremely flawed, but also extremely powerfull. I look into my own mind as a tool for problem solving and don't waste it with petty thoughts of what others think of me.
I guess you could count that as being born anew, but from now on i'm not going to let my emotions rule my life. Instead i'm going to live my life without regret, without the idiocy and materialisms of mankind. I am going to truley be myself, and no one can stop me with less than a 4 gram chunck of lead placed neatly into my brain.
What you're saying actually sounds like more anecdotal evidence supporting that Salvia quashes depression.
Eh?
Lj
Hi Hyakitaki
QuoteI can't explain it it's like anxiety being destroyed by personal strength
I would say that I'm a reasonably confident person, and reasonably in touch with the people I work with (i.e. students). After a wickedly massive tincture experience, I found that I had this subtle sense of extra confidence and closeness (a very quiet but strong confidence) with students for a few months afterwards.
I believe it has the potential to be magical, no doubt about it!
Cheers,
EntheoDjinn